on the day before: struggling a little to make this interesting
It was seriously such a regular day.
I went to the grocery store.
I started a load of laundry and then kept finding other things to do other than put that load of laundry in the dryer.
I made a to-do list, including several things I'd already done, so I could come back to it later and check off a whole shit load of stuff.
Chicken and I did an art project. It's called BaBa Sheep. It's a sheep, covered in multicolored poof balls and glitter glue. It's a Super Disco Liberace BaBa Sheep. It is pretty fucking awesome.
I didn't have, like, a lot of feelings about tomorrow.
I think it might be because we're still waiting for the "yes, for sure, you're in" green light. We have to call at 6 am to see if they can take us, since it's an elective induction. If all the rooms are full, I have to mosey on down to the manger to birth this sweet boy.
But yeah, I don't know... I think I was expecting my last day as a mom of one to be more, you know, LAST DAYish. Fireworks. Emotions. Some kind of epiphany.
The only revelation I had today was that I got to do a lot of things on my own terms, or at least more on my own terms than I will starting tomorrow when I have a toddler AND a brand-new baby AND a pizza (see how I slipped that last one in there?)
I got up before Chicken to have a cup of coffee and read Slate. I spent Chicken's nap procrastinating on laundry, taking my time reorganizing new-baby gear, blogging and resting and reading and half-watching X-Men - all a luxury.
I went to the grocery store and just had the one kid to pop in the cart.
It was, seriously, such a regular day.
And I think I'm really just fine with that.
It's 10:58 pm. In 7 hours we'll wake up and find out when we gon' birth this baby.